Not in love anymore
By BCB from SW,Georgia on October 07, 2005 in Relationship Counseling
My problem is, I'm married to someone I don't love. I have been married for five years to someone I'm not in love with. I don't want to hurt her (a emotional drama queen) but my marriage to her all of these years has been nothing but acusations and untrust and I have become tired of her. I have no friends and i feel like a prisoner in my own home because of trying to protect her feelings. but no it's a real problem because I just want her out and i know she's penny less and I can't just put her out on the street. The other problem is being born in the south, divorce is like a big NO and I'm constatnly told to "just pray about it". This is my second marriage. The first walked out on me and my kids and this one is driving us crazy because we walk on eggshells daily in order to have her not lock herself in a room or just break down crying because she's not getting any attention or her way. she figures that since we moved away from the people we know that she will change but I told her that the location doesn't change the fact that I still don't love her. I'm sorry that I got involved with her but I don't want to hurt her. She's a wonderful person but her insecurity is driving me mad. I just want out and don't know how to do it. Can somebody help me please because I can't take another day of waking up with headaches and there is no love to be repaired I just want out and people don't understand that I just don't love her. Can you help me please? And no I haven't done anything to her to make her be insecure. |
